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2007-08-20T02:17:44Z

wow, i can't believe that summer is gone. i leave for AA in 4 days and i am SO excited to see all of my girls again, like, seriously, incredibly excited!! (first night back champagne party! just to kick off welcome week..) but i'm really dreading leaving ALL of my marquette loves.

this summer was so different. it was weird, but still okay. almost everyone seems to be getting into that state of "just being" whether that was with a boyfriend or by themselves, and it worked, but i wish i would've seen more of everyone.

i'm really not excited to start classes again. summer classes were such a buzz kill, i'm never doing that again, if avoidable.

while packing today it really hit me that i leave again on friday... and that i'm not going to see my dj every day anymore : ( it's going to go back to being about phone calls and counting down the days until my trips to mqt, or his visits downstate. hm, i love him. i'm not ready to leave again.

mqt friends, come visit me : )
aa friends, we're going to have a kickass fun year : )

berrybelle47 @ 2007-07-23T19:00:00

2007-07-23T23:02:14Z

summer is going by way too fast......

berrybelle47 @ 2007-04-27T23:41:00

2007-04-28T03:44:05Z

wow.
i am drunk.
and happy.
because i'm free
from soror drama
and classes.
and i'm in marquette,
with true friends,
with big hearts,
who love me : )

booyah.

berrybelle47 @ 2007-02-15T21:23:00

2007-02-16T02:27:04Z

i love my boyfriend : )

anddddd....acapulco in 9 DAYS with some of my favorite people in the world!

life is PERFECT.

WinTeR CaRniVaL!!!!

2007-02-06T05:37:20Z

i am in desperate need of a break from school......i am so incredibly EXCITED to go home and to tech for winter carnival! it's exactly what i need. good friends and lots of alcohol.

this week is going to be hell on wheels.
monday somehow flew by so now i'm behind...
tuesday: class 9-1, advising appt, leadership consultant arrives! ahh..., meeting w/ lc, dinner, panhel, lib to start my anthro paper
weds: bringing lc to ogl, class 11-2, PAPER, packing...craziness
thurs: class 10-5...HOME.

i'm screwed.

but i can't wait to see all of you : )

<3 ellen

berrybelle47 @ 2007-01-15T21:55:00

2007-01-16T02:57:08Z

i hate going home, because then i have to say goodbye again : (

i hope this semester flies by.

until school gets overwhelmingly hard, in about 2 days, i'm killing time!

2007-01-11T01:30:54Z

random facts about me

Name: Ellen Marie Adamini

Nickname: Elle, Watermelon, Smell (thanks whit), Ellebell
Birthday: July 29, 1987
Age: 19

Height: 5'2
Hair Color: Brown
Eye Color: Blue

Have You Ever Fallen for your besfriend:: No
Kissed someone who was just your friend: Yes! I love my friends : )
Been rejected: Maybe
Been in love: I am
Used someone: Yes

Cheated on someone: No
Been cheated on: Not that I know of

Done something you regret: Yes, but everything happens for a reason.

Do you ...

Color your hair: Since I was 13
Have tattoos: Not yet
Have any piercings: Yes, ears, cartilage, and nose

Have a bf/gf: Yes! Deej

Like thunderstorms: I love them : )

Ever get off the damn computer: Rarely

Have you/Do you have...

Considered a life of crime: Yes, but I'm not sneaky enough to pull it off
Considered being a hooker: Haha....no
Coneidered being a pimp: Yes!
Split personalities: No
Obsessions: Facebook, email, body pillow, reading away messages

Panic: Not very often
Anxiety: The entire time I'm at school, when I think about school, etc.

Right now...

Current clothes: ae navy tshirt, dj's sweatpants, new socks!
Current mood: Content, sleepy
Current hair: Down, straight
Current music: Enemy at the Gates
Current annoyance: ADPi's new security system that goes off every hour
Current perfume/cologne: Body Shop Tobacco Flower
Current thing you should be doing: Reading for orgo2
Current crush: Clive Owen

Favorite...

Drink: The Captain!
Color: Orange
Candy: Skittles, Kitkat, 3Musketeers
Tv Show: That 70's Show
Movie: Anchorman
Place: Marquette in the summer

Person to talk to: Dj, Kaitlin Dye, Anj, Staci, Amelio, my Grandma

Do your prefer..

McDonalds or Burger King: BK
Marry the Perfect Lover or the perfect friend: Perfect Friend...it's a requirement to be good in bed to be my friend! haha
Root Beer or Dr Pepper: Neither! ewww! Diet Coke
Sunshine or Rain: If I'm inside rain is okay, otherwise it better be sunny
Spring or Fall: Fall
Winter or Summer: Summer
Vanilla or Chocolate: Chocolate
Snowboarding or Skiing: Skiing
Lights on or Off: It depends

Are you...

Understanding: I think so
Open Minded: Yes

Bad Tempered: At times
Happy: Yes
Attractive: You know it.
Bored Easily: Not really
Sad: Not right now!
Unique: Yes

What do you like in a Girl/ Boy: Sense of Humor
Eyes: Brown

Hair color: Brown
Long or short hair: Short
Height: Taller than me
Body Type: Muscular
Personality: Funny, cute, friendly, easy to talk to
Random: Kisses/holds my hand in front of his friends, making me dinner

How would you describe yourself: Chill, partier, bad ass

Do you have any Pets? Oscar and Isabel
Have any siblings? Abbi, Amy
What do you want to be when you grow up? Pediatrician, Neonatalist
Do you wanna get married and have kids? Definately
What is your best physical Trait? Legs, hair
What is the best thing about your personality? I say inappropriate things
What words do you overuse? Obviously, intense
Whats the most annoying thing about you? I snap at people sometimes if they piss me off

mqt <3

2006-12-21T19:28:40Z

i love being home : )

p.s. crazy shenanigans will be happening tonight! yayyyyyy

dangggg

2006-11-24T18:54:24Z

thanksgiving break has been simply AMAZING....and i dread going back to school. i am definately ready for this torturous semester to be over. i hate all of my classes right now- not only are they ridiculously difficult but they are also classes that are not interesting in the least. the university of michigan is a d-bag.

okay well that was a good rant, now its time to do some homework.

: )

2006-11-11T09:34:30Z

so tonight, my sorority had executive board elections....and i am now the president elect of adpi. BOOYAH. i am so so so excited : D!!!!!

((laugh it up my yooper friends...because this is the coolest feeling in the world : P))

in one week from now i'll be in mqt!

2006-10-07T00:35:57Z

i can't wait to come home and be with YOU : )

booyah... 7 days.

berrybelle47 @ 2006-09-15T15:21:00

2006-09-15T19:23:12Z

mewithoutyou is amazing.

p.s. the combination of rush, a bajillion hours of school work, and pms isnt really working out. ahhh.

berrybelle47 @ 2006-09-10T21:46:00

2006-09-11T02:02:42Z

my life is about to become insanely out of control. rush started today, and basically between that and training for my new waitressing job at pizza house i do not have a free day (and by free i mean just having class, nothing else) until the 22nd of september. dang.

rush is crazy. lots of you guys would be extremely freaked out by the process and you'd probably laugh at me if you asked me to explain it lol. ((anj this means you :P)) i'm so excited to have a little though! it'll totally be worth everything (the huge time commitment, having a raspy man voice, sore throbbing hands from banging on walls...) in a couple weeks though : )

adpi has a date party this wednesday. and i really really wish that this one boy could be here for it... but instead i'm going with one of my sisters friends named travis who i have never met before. i'm sure it'll be fun though, because how can you beat drunk dancing on a school night with a bunch of your closest friends??

i'm starting to get really overwhelmed with everything thats going on...and i can't wait to come home for fall break and see all of my marquette loves : ) i really frickin miss you guys.

anddd besides that, idk. my parents are going to lansing for a business meeting and when they called to see if we could get together i had to look at my planner and schedule them in. how sad is that?? lol

okay i'm just rambling and i'm going to bed...tonight will probably be the most sleep i'll get for at least 2 weeks. hmph.

<3

uh

2006-09-06T04:13:11Z

i dont like the fact that i'm stranded downstate with no way to get home...

...and right now, it really needs to be done.

to the best camping trip ever : )

2006-08-23T16:21:23Z

i love you friends <3

i leave for AA on the 26th

2006-08-10T03:05:39Z

i'm having a lot of mixed feelings about going back to school.

i'm really excited to see all of my michigan friends again...but i dont want to leave my marquette ones.

: (

...and i can't decide what i want.

HIAWorthIt

2006-07-21T02:13:16Z

hiawatha is this weekend.

and it's going to be insane.

and amazingly fun.

and i am so excited that i feel like i should go to bed at 11pm just so i can rest up for the craziness that is about to happen : P

i love my friends!!!!! and this weekend will be filled with some of my faves : D

you should probably call me this weekend : )

i won't be sober until monday.

berrybelle47 @ 2006-06-27T03:02:00

2006-06-27T07:05:41Z

i'm excited about this : )

these things will never change for us at all

2006-06-20T05:19:59Z

i love how you can just know that certain people will always be a part of your life,
no matter where you go to college
how busy you are
or where you might end up sometime down the road

i <3 you girls and tonight was great : )

berrybelle47 @ 2006-06-07T01:00:00

2006-06-07T05:04:04Z

i'm so bored of summer in marquette already, and it's only been a little over a month.

seriously.... I HATE BEING BOREDDDDDDD

so, hopefully i'll be able to pick up some more shifts at work to kill the time, or we could just hang out ((which sounds a hell of a lot more fun to me : P ))

hmph.

i would walk 500 miles

2006-05-25T19:20:46Z

today is excellent!

we have wireless internet at my house!! i never thought my dad would give in and buy a router.. i'm so happy! and i got to see my gladstone friend margaux today! and i ate thai food w/ my mom and dad, and i vaccumed my car! and renae is back!!!! anddddd maybe i'll make a shit ton of money at work tonight?!? who knows..

but i'm pretty damn excited : )

i'm so glad that little things make me happy, because otherwise who knows what i'd do : P

p.s. i fricken miss you lover : (

p.p.s. matrixxxxxx tonight?? ; ) haha call me

berrybelle47 @ 2006-05-19T00:28:00

2006-05-19T04:33:42Z

for the most part, people are either in a relationship or they are hurting and trying to recover from one in the past

hearts
are
breaking
everywhere.

but this does show us something..

we.are.a.hell.of.a.lot.stronger.than.we.think.

*it's pretty inspiring. don't you think?*

: ) even if it hurts

berrybelle47 @ 2006-05-18T11:20:00

2006-05-18T15:18:35Z

wow, it's 33 degrees out. this is bullshit.

[ liz, thats all i have for you.. : P ]

berrybelle47 @ 2006-05-01T14:08:00

2006-05-01T18:08:46Z

this is going to be one long fricking summer.

ahh college

2006-04-25T04:20:00Z

going home is going to be weird. for a lot of reasons.

it really hit me today when the fam was here getting all my stuff to bring home. i felt like i was in high school again...and that i'm going to lose all my independence when i go home. sigh. oh well, perhaps i will use my amazing skills of persuasion to convince them not to give me a curfew..at least not at 1 AM. : P

i can't believe that at 9pm tomorrow (after the bio exam) i will be done with my freshmen year of college. GEEZ! only 9 years to go until i'm a doctor guys!!!! whoooo!

p.s. i missed saying goodbye to liz and mandie tonight...and i'm pretty much heartbroken : /